Kung Fu Fighting!

I need some stress relief mechanism. Maybe a punching bag, maybe a gun, anything. And I need it quick. Or a Mac, because the perfect stress relief will be to go up the Hollywood hills and throw away my laptop.

Not myself...

I am basically a nice person. You'll know if I like you.
I'm very extreme, there IS no gray area.
I judge. And form opinions. All the time. But, I do change them too.
I don't do crying.
I laugh when people cry (believe it or not, its kind of a defense mechanism).
I love babies and hate pink.
I'm not a girly girl at all, but lately, I'm told that's changing.
I have nice hair.
I get angry real easy, it goes away real easy too.
I love to read but never find the time.
I. P.R.O.C.R.A.S.T.I.N.A.T.E.
I love blue. And photos.
I eat, drink, breathe music.
Oh, also sleep.
I don't like people who are mean for the heck of it.
I don't like labels.
I LOVE JOHN MAYER.
I hate the word blouse.
I think the world of my family and friends.
I agree with Perplexed, love is underrated.
I'm an eternal optimist.
I CANNOT let go, and do not consider that a weakness.
I'm a shopaholic. And I love shoes, especially pencil heels, even though they rip my feet apart. And sometimes, I buy stuff I know I'm never going to use.
I usually cannot sleep anywhere except my bed in my room, and now, my mattress.
Nine times out of ten, you won't be able to reach me on my phone.
I wish Neil Patrick Harris were straight.
I think alcohol is overrated, that's why I'm sticking to sobriety for the time being.
I love anything to do with art.
I sketch, but mostly, I sketch stuff that only I get.


Currently, I love my wall. Here are pictures. The top right picture on the photo on the left is a caricature of me. I think it looks like me nose up.


That's me for you.

Take it or leave it.

Clarity

This post is called clarity for very obvious reasons.
I also realize I might've already written a post titled clarity.


Have you guys had one of those days when you know exactly what you want from and exactly what you want in life?


I just did!

Make Yourself

I've been meaning to post something about everything for a really long time, but as soon as I get down to it, something happens and it never happens.
So, in bullets..

- My semester this time is pretty chilled out. This scares me enormously because there have been times when I've had nothing to do and that never happened to me last semester.
- I went to San Francisco. One of the best vacations I've ever been on. If you get the chance, visit the city, its absolutely beautiful!
- My mood swings have been rising high. There are times when I phase out for absolutely no reason. I'm not sure if this is how everyone who's away from home feel (perplexed, do you agree?).
- R and I have decided to ward out all bad karma by being nice to people. R is a very nice person, actually. But lately, she's apparently turned into a monster and I cannot even begin to start to imagine a situation like this. And me, well, when I tried to be nice, people asked me if something was wrong. Sigh. I guess its going to take a whole lot of effort from my side to achieve this. Karma, turn around!
- My intern scene is going bad bad bad! I'm used to being good at whatever I want and this irks me. Maybe I don't want it enough and that's not good at all because right now that should be the only thing I'm supposed to want!
- I really don't know if I'm turning out to be the person I want to be.
- Its finally summer(I hope!) and the sun is out. Yaaiy!
- I wasn't home for K's birthday. I haven't missed her birthday for the last eleven years. Neither has she, my birthday, I mean.
- Sobriety is underhyped.

I had a lot more planned for this post, nothing seems to be coming to me right now.

Birthday song!

Why the privacy stint? Because, this morning I wake up to see an email from my dad, which says, 'I read your blog, don't use fowl language, but I like it', or something to that extent. So we are now private!

It's nearly birthday day! :) 12 hours to go, PST. Post 2 hours IST.

It's picture time!!!


20th budday, also holi (duh, obviously)!


21st. Yes, I am Super awesome Sutta! :)


21st again!


21st, in Mocha, Bangalore.


22nd, Couch, Bangalore.


Aaand, the awesomeness certificate! It says, 'CONGRATS Silverstreak, you are now officially awesome!'

This is awfully senti, but I miss you guys and wish I was back home in Bangalore this time around as well. Much love! :) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

March On!

It's March!!!

I love March, not because of the obvious (birthday related) reasons, but just. Back home, I always related March to spring, and spring to happy (actually, I relate just about anything to happy). Spring after winter is such a nice change! I'm not a big fan of winter (though, I LOVE December, for Christmas and holiday related reasons. But now, Bangalore has already become prey to the untolerable heat. Global warming... sheesh!).

Here, spring is spring, although, it might be spring one day, summer the other and straight out monsoon another (I'm also not sure the term monsoon is demographically correct). But I'm hoping, it's spring for most of it.

'I don't care too much for money, money can't buy me love!'

Fresh feeling!

Its been awhile.

Those of you who are regulars must be going, 'I miss the awesomeness in my life which were her offbeat posts. Things are so empty without them!' (And if you ARE a regular and did not think that, SHAME ON YOU!!! WE WANT THE LAST SIX YEARS BACK!!!)

And for you other guys, hi!!:) Welcome to awesomeness!

Firstly, this. It will completely make your day. I laughed for ages watching it.

Secondly, I've decided that, this year onwards, I will be turning a year younger on my birthday. I'm too young to turn... *gulps, wipes tear* twenty three. And the universe doesn't want me to, either. A week before 'THE DAY' and an earthquake in Chile, a tsunami in Hawaii and an earthquake alert in California! I mean, something up there is saying to me, you're not ready to get old. So, I just wont. I'll just get younger! And this is not just for me, its for all of you and the universe! (Look how selfless I've become.) So in two days, guys, I turn twenty one!! I'm going to be legal! How fun is that!

*proceeds to barf*

The weather here is so weird. Its cold as hell one day, and the next day the temperature shoots up by 10 degrees and just the next day its down ten degrees again and its raining cats and dogs! I want summer!!!

I love shopping! :) And if you ever get the chance you have to try this. Its the Godiva Cheesecake from the cheesecake factory and its absolutely yummilicious!


Quick movie reviews:

Valentine's Day - gag me.
Karthik calling Karthik - Nice concept. Watchable.

Random question: Do you think ambidextrosity is hot? We have this option of watching classes online, and my roommate has this one professor who's ambidextrous. It was so incredible how he could hold a pen in each hand and use either hand to write. Eeeeee!

My current favourite track : Hey, soul sister. The official video is kinda horrible. I like this one better.

Oh, happy Holi, you guys!

Oh, also, did you know that 'superhero couples' fight only once in sixteen years? (Lol I ended up watching Honeymoon Travels. KK Menon is an awesome actor!)

Ok, so I gotta go now! Remember, I get younger, also enjoy the awesomeness that is next week! :)

Sending out an SOS

So... I have to make a two minute film/documentary, and I have NO ideas in my head!




I need HELP, y'all!

Material girl

My birthday is coming soon.

And here's my wishlist.

1. Macbook Pro.
2. Rayban aviators.
3. UB. *if you know me, you might know what this means... or not*
4. 3 A's this semester.
5. A couple dozen miracles.
6. A job.
7. John Mayer concert tickets.
8. An internship.
9. Flight tickets. Either for me to come back home, or for all my friends to come here.


Man, it looks like I have to marry a bank.

I am SO bored with my life right now.